In response to Scott's post about secrets, here's a few of mine that I'm sick of caring for:
- I can't take a shower in places that aren't my home. If I do, it's only because it's absolutely nessesary.
- I'm happiest when I'm alone.
- I envy the willpower of anorexics.
- I play with my hair on the shower walls.
- I'm a germophobe, especially in the shower.
- I really, really want to run away. I even have the destination planned out.
- My virginity is questionable.
- I give in to racist stereotypes, even though I know it's wrong.
- I spend a great deal of time in a Mary-Sueish fantasy world.
- I'm a habitual liar.
- Because of the chemo and radiation, if I want to have kids, I have to have them by my mid-20's.
- I'm scared I've done all my living before I could really appreciate it.
- How I view things depends on what music I'm listening to.
- I love a place far more than I've ever loved a person.
- I'm not entirely sure of my sexuality.
Wow, I don't think I would ever have the guts to post my secrets. I have a new found respect for you Sarah, you are stronger then you think.
I have some of the same secrets, Sarah. Here's a few of mine:
*I play with the hair on the shower walls too
*I really, really want to run away
*I give in to racist stereotypes too
*I'm not necissaraly a "habitual liar" but I will garnish stories and such to make them more interesting
*I tend to over exagerate things
*I spend a great deal of time in a Mary-Sueish world as well
*How I view things depends on the music I'm listening to
*I'm not entirely sure of my sexuality, either. But I'm pretty sure that no one at our age is 100% sure.
*I seriously think I have at least one personality disorder.
*I'm easily scared
*I'm afraid of death
*I love my friends and the band room more than I'll ever love my family.
*I fall into deep depressions, so much so that I contimplate suicide.
Wow, that's so cool how we have a lot of the same secrets. Yay, I feel less alone now. ^_^
Sometimes I think about suicide, too...I get the feeling that ALL our friends do.
Other secrets:
*I can be really horny...heh
*Sometimes I question God's existence
*I wish I were more Indian (wait, that's not a secret lol)
*I can't take showers other places either
*I hate my hair, at times
*I like *** ***** DUN DUN DUN
*I sometimes love my friends much more than my family, too...
Okay, I think that's all I can say for now.